rockstar xxx

24 nov 2012

22.01


smiling at the thought of that Man singing on stage..
was this really happenning,i thought to myself
as i was recording the videos of the songs they played...


He was singing His heart out,playing that guitar,
i stood afar,not wanting to jeopardize this night,
that belonged to Him...

was He really the same person i fell in love with?

amazed

i wanted to scream and say things while i watched in the sidelines...haha

but couldnt...

my dear friend dutchy watching and giggling with me while we watched...

i was silently saying from afar how proud i was to witness this ...

then He started singing this song, i was bewitched by how he sang it...
how this song meant and i was half way thinking and wanting to sing with Him..

and thinking to myself,with all these things that had been going on around us,
i never really thought He would actually sing last night...

but He did and He sang with that passion i always see in His eyes,
when He is trying to explain to me things or make me understand things
that i would normally get confused about or when He tells me stories
that make me laugh,
when we walk silently His hand forever holding mine,
and i look into His eyes
and i know that there is something He wanted to say...

or the first time we spent i spent a few hours with together and left,
He never knew,i was watching Him as the car drove me away,

i saw Him looking solemnly down,walking silently but His actions ...
without saying a word...i could feel them very loud and clear...

this was the same last night as He was singing,on that stage,
except,last night He was singing the words...


He was happy xxx
He was enjoying Himself

all these worries before the show,drifted away


the last song,He said was about me...
after the show when He said that,
i was smiling on my way home...

i knew i was going home to where this Man will be...
not tonight,not tomorrow night...

but every night He is always home with me...
in my heart and my soul

He was singing for me,
He is my Rockstar..

He had always been everything i ever wanted..

this complicated life we are in...
that He made as happy as possible
not just for Him but more so for me....